"Life is what happens to you while you are busy making other plans" John Lennon

Monday, August 10, 2009

Room for sale

My room needs some renovation. The ceiling has got lower and lower. It's too narrow here as the walls are trying hard to smash me between them. The windows have turned into mirrors. When i try to look out to see the cheering brightness of hope i can only see myself. I am not moving and i wonder if i ever have, i have stopped inside the self portrait of expectation. I need to stop looking because i already saw what is out there. I need a change of scenery, i need a new perspective. I need to wake myself up from this sentimental dullness, from this wintersleep that has buried too many lilac smelling summer eves.

I don't want to wait for one hundred years of loneliness for a kiss of a prince. I have to do it all myself. There is no prince and a princess and a happy ending. There is only me and an endless amount of possibilities. I can't have my life on a leash while sleeping. I used to lock it in a bird cage but it turned out to be a bad idea.

My room needs some complete repairs so i was thinking maybe it's too pricy to fix it, maybe i just better leave the whole room, close the door behind me for good and throw the keys in a fountain of good luck. I need to have my room for sale and move on.

20 Comments:

Blogger Mariana said...

Exaclty...
Maybe you room already have had too much of you, now you need to see outside, see the world.

The world have so much to be seen, you outside door too, so go for the great unknown.

PS: I wish I could be there so we could paint the room in a powerfull color that shines, cause you can't just leave it, you need to have the room anyway... hehe

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Blogger layia said...

beautiful imagery. i hope you get to explore the possibilities this world has to offer.

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Blogger Mariana said...

They are the major part of me I should tell you!!

Miss you, cause the girl is not my son anyway!!!

s2

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Anonymous Anonymous said...

So true! But in my opinion it's the same old human life in different kind of packets,and boxes.. decorated and presented in different ways. But in depth it's the same old you but that 'you' is a mystery and that's the fun part of life !

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Blogger J said...

yeah i'm moving on too

we need to move on, everybody...

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